“Fact-finding mission.” The phrase kept popping to mind in the weeks before my wife Mardena and I left for the Middle East. When it did, I cringed inside. I’d never have said something like that out loud. In reality, all we’d be doing was traveling, as usual. It was obvious, though, why I was hung up on the phrase: it nailed why I wanted to go.
Earlier in that year, 2015, I’d made plans to visit Israel, the Palestinian West Bank, and Jordan. Mostly, it was the West Bank I wanted to see. I’d read a good deal about the Israeli-Palestinian conflict over the years, books by both Israeli and Palestinian writers. It was clear that life in the West Bank was hard—not as hard as in Gaza, but not good. Writers differed, though, on how hard it was. I wanted to see for myself.
I wasn’t looking for facts, exactly, not in the sense of anything I could document. I couldn’t speak Arabic or Hebrew, and I wouldn’t have an interpreter or guide. I was thinking of more informal research, a mix of observations and inferences—lots of inferences. Veteran journalists were reporting on the ongoing conflict in Israel and the West Bank, as they had for decades. I had only my observations—from an outsider’s untutored perspective—to help resolve my questions about the conflict.
We’d planned to travel to the region a year earlier, in 2014, but when war broke out between Israel and Hamas in July of that year, I cancelled everything. After the fighting ended, I read that Hamas would be preparing for another war before long. I decided that if we were going, we’d better go soon.
Continue reading Stranger in a Strange LandPaul Michelson Paul Michelson lives and writes in Davis, California.
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