Translating for God

“I decided it either has to have a different meaning, or I can’t keep translating…I couldn’t believe that God would sanction harming another human being except in war.”
— Laleh Bakhtiar, speaking about Chapter 4, Verse 34 of the Muslim holy text the Qur’an, which concerns the appropriate treatment for a rebellious woman. The appropriate meaning and translation of the verse has been debated, and Laleh Bakhtiar plans next month to add her new translation to the 20-odd extant translations of the Qur’an. Among the interpretations of the verse is the understanding that it advocates a three-fold measure in which the woman is first reprimanded, then abandoned in bed, and then beaten, which is one meaning of the verb “daraba.” Laleh Bakhtiar has, to significant controversy, translated the instruction as “go away from them.”

 

Welcome to the jungle—tales from suburbia’s darkside

 

Sighing, I said, “Who knows? We must have some seriously bad karma.”

Over the years, we have had numerous conversations about our predilection for attracting neighborhood stalkers. You know, the kind of neighbor that stops whatever he or she is doing in their backyard to listen intently to round two of our “Where did we go wrong?” argument about our oldest son or round 9,999 of “Your mother said that? What was she thinking?”

Our neighbor is such a stalker. His life must be colossally boring because he is endlessly fascinated by ours. My poor husband, Mike, tries to mow the lawn when the guy is at work so he can avoid any contact.

The man, Sam, is like fly paper. Once he comes over, he sticks around until you ask him to leave. One Saturday afternoon, Sam invited himself over. The idiot actually told Mike and me that he planned on killing his wife. My husband’s eyes just about turned into marbles and rolled out of his head right onto our driveway. My response went something like this:

“Sam, I hope you realize that you just made Mike and I accessories to first-degree murder. If anything happens to your wife, I’ll be singing like a canary.” I was eyeball to eyeball with him as I said this, and I’m ashamed to admit that I sort of grabbed the collar of his shirt.

I guess I must have been having some sort of prison flash-back. I guess the implied threat worked because he scuttled away and we didn’t see him for months. We seriously considered becoming hermits, thereby curtailing our neighborhood interaction to a minimum, but that can only last for so long. We do have to eat.

Unfortunately this appears to be a recurring pattern in our lives. Recently, I offered to give my son Anthony’s friend a ride home after school. For some reason, the boy’s mother saw it as carte blanche to use me as her daycare provider of choice and resident therapist. I really do like my son’s friend, so I put up with this. However, I find it odd that absolute strangers feel comfortable in providing me with the intimate details of their lives on very short acquaintance.

With every fiber of my being, I know that I am not the slightest bit interested in hearing about her love life, impending divorce, or her adult-novelty business where she gives “pleasure parties” (I kid you not). At times, I am sorely tempted to ask, “Do you want some cheese with that whine?”

She is in a self-imposed rut and foolishly picks the same man each and every time. I mean they have different faces, but inside THEY ARE THE SAME MAN.

I wish that I had the gumption to just say, “Look honey, maybe this marriage thing isn’t for you and, until you work this out, maybe birth control might be a good idea.”

Cruel, yes. Judgmental, yes. Unfair? I don’t think so. I’m a firm believer in the “you pays your money, you takes your choice” rule of life. Sooner or later, we all have to pay the piper for our foolish mistakes. Your luck is going to run out and your karma bill will come due. But I remain silent because I love my son, and I really do like his little friend.

It seems to me that today people mistake common courtesy for overtures of friendship. As I consider friendship a gift that should be nurtured and cherished, it is not something I offer lightly or casually. This attitude might be antiquated and hopelessly old-fashioned, but my husband and I have followed this creed since the dawn of time. I am no longer that fiery first grader chattering away about my new best friend (back then I changed friends about as often as I changed my underpants). Our generation is the generation that stays (remains constant) and this has filtered into the way we relate to others.

My companions are women that I can have real conversations with on a variety of different topics. If they need me, I’ll be there in a flash as they have often been there for me. There is true history here. We are allies who have weathered both tragedy and beauty. We act as both cheerleaders and consciences. Because there is true love and affection in these tangled webs, we do not take advantage of our good natures or muddy the waters with ulterior motives. In essence, we are a support group (without the bad coffee). To put it in admittedly bluntly obsolete terms: they are my kindred spirits, and I am blessed to have them in my life. And, thankfully, none of them gives pleasure parties.

 

Happy little poem

A factory worker/poet’s snapshot of one short space of time.

I have gained
indulgence pounds
small darknesses around
my eyes
and little
insight

and I’m feeling
old
old
older than voices
I am 35
tiredness hangs around me
a cold unflattering coat

fatigue is no longer to just
drive through
rather something to be
appreciated
quietly
in its absence
the sound of a cathedral bell
up close
birthday parties when
they’re over

and life in all its forms
to me is holy and wondrous
pistons
birdsong
lichen and candlelight
etc.
but lately I’ve been catching myself
at odd moments
looking forward
in a way
to a long lie down

 

A desert of dreams

A review of Brian Doherty’s This Is Burning Man: The Rise of a New American Underground.

In 1980, I took a semester off from college to live in Summertown, Tennessee, in a spiritual community/social experiment known as The Farm. It was founded by a man named Steven Gaskin and a group of dissatisfied, creative, expatriate Berkeley intellectuals with a taste for anarchy and a penchant for mind-altering chemicals. The Farm tried to create that elusive creature in American culture — a society based on the free exchange of goods and services.

As happens with many such experiments, the inclusion, sharing, and freedom that the Farm embraced eventually led to its morphing into a microcosm of the society from which it was hatched: co-opted, subtly capitalistic, justifiably paranoid, and full of loonies. I’ve always been proud of my Farm experience, though. Despite its flaws, its existence and my part in it represented, for me, an important part of our national identity: we’re this paradoxical mixture of wanting to be self-sufficient, and yet we’re desperate for a social connection that reaffirms that we can justify the space we take up on the planet.

A similar proprietary fondness comes across in Brian Doherty’s This is Burning Man: The Rise of a New American Underground, a balanced and well-organized chronicle of an event that began with two men — Larry Harvey and Jerry James — burning an eight-foot wooden man on a beach in San Francisco in 1986. Now their brainchild has become cause for a week-long festival in a “temporary city dedicated to art, liberty, and inspired insanity” 150 miles outside of Las Vegas. Last Labor Day, the celebration attracted over 30,000 participants.

Despite keeping what I thought was a firm finger on the pulse of popular culture, I had never heard of Burning Man until I read the book. Most of my friends and acquaintances had heard of Burning Man. How had this cultural phenomenon stayed off my radar? Okay, I’ve been out of the country since 1999. And I don’t own a television. But this is a big deal, right? An experiment in which you go to the boiling desert for a week and are expected to bring along everything you need to live and create art. An event in which our social norms are tested and broken. An event in which people coexist without violence, without commerce, and without judgment.

Doherty’s book fills a surprising void in the extensive “literature” surrounding this phenomenon. “If you don’t know what it is,” he writes on his website, “then you need a book to explain it.” And it’s true. His task is doubly difficult: The event has spawned blogs, newsgroups, bulletin boards, online clothing stores, documentaries, and a host of sociological and cultural studies and articles that make you wonder how anyone can contribute more usefully to the body of information on the event and its history. Serving as a testament to Burning Man’s Silicon Valley, California origins and information technology acumen, the event’s website is one of the most professional, user-friendly, and thorough sites I have ever seen. Based on his nine-year involvement with the Burning Man event as both participant and volunteer, Doherty decided that the event finally merited and needed a historical and cultural documentary. In a well-organized work of moderate length, he manages to compress a chronology of the event and its political and social landscape, biographies, and a surprisingly objective philosophy of social experiments that would pass muster with fanatics and detractors alike.

From his carefully crafted writing style, it’s obvious that Doherty — a self-described student of anarchy with a fondness for fire and things that make loud noises — is an ardent disciple of Burning Man. It is his dedication to the event that has allowed him access to a host of sources, including organizers, longtime attendees and performers, and past participants who've since broken with Burning Man, but whose insights are necessary to get a complete sense of the event's history and evolution.

He also demonstrates, without being too heavy-handed, what others feel is so important about Burning Man — its intent to bring people together in a creative community based on the free exchange of ideas and the concept of, for lack of a better term, reciprocal survival. He avoids making judgments about the event other than to quietly reiterate through example and anecdote that this yearly festival is important to American culture on a variety of levels, even if one takes issue with the temporary “society” that is created there.

The result is evident in Doherty’s vivid description of the festival’s early organizers. As if Doherty is ashamed to admit that the Burning Man “regulars” are, for the most part, the Bay Area community of literati not usually found in ghetto or on reservation, he downplays their level of education and professional backgrounds. The reader gradually realizes that, for the most part, this is a club of privileged white guys, however disenfranchised, creative, and rebellious.

Doherty is at his most effective when showing through history and example how the organizers of Burning Man learned to adapt and grow into their environment without forgetting the intent of their original experiment. With its compelling chronicling of a social experiment, This is Burning Man’s carefully detailed information allows even a detractor to understand and admire the vision of people who did not let growth stand in the way of their original intent. Even in the face of more rigid restrictions by the Bureau of Land Management and the neighboring town of Gerlach, Nevada, Burning Man basically remained three guys with a coffee can of money, paying to have the world participate.

It is this vision, however, that, suggests Doherty, polarized the two main organizers at that time — John Law and Larry Harvey. Doherty’s account of some of Law’s objections to Burning Man’s growth is one of the few times Doherty strays from the objectivity he has tried to maintain. Law became concerned about, among other things, the health of the desert and the permanent scars that thousands of visitors were leaving on an ecosystem that only appeared barren. Doherty writes, “To sincerely lament damage to the playa by Burning Man requires an almost mystical belief that there are certain surfaces mankind just should not touch.” This is key to the heart of this book and this event: Burning Man can be viewed as life-affirming, but it also implies a proprietary interest in anything we can get our hands on. Doherty doesn’t have a problem with that, and seems to have little patience for people who do. But his mindset belies the criticisms that Burning Man is mono-racial, quintessentially Anglo American, and economically and socially biased. The events that attract people to the desert for this week — self-reinvention, lack of sexual inhibition, willful and usually mandated destruction, absence of rules or control — are not seen as attractive by all cultures and classes, nor are they economically feasible (tickets now range from $220-$350 for admission; equipment and transportation can cost hundreds more).

It’s a small bone to pick when evaluating the effectiveness with which Doherty handles a lot of contradictory and volatile material. But when some proponents and organizers define the event by its creation of “a broad sense of participatory, collaborative, creative work,” it should be understood that this participation and collaboration is subjectively based, and therefore not as broad as some would infer.

If there is anyone remaining in North America who has not heard of Burning Man, This is Burning Man serves as the most complete primer possible. Future students of social movements who will only be able to experience this event as history will be well served by it, though it is likely the hope of Doherty and all fans of Burning Man that this particular history live forever.

 

Global warming concerns voiced

Too-warm days bring people outside and environmental questions to mind. Watch what others think below.

 

 

 

 

For more about global warming, check out my previous posts:

Global warming caused by humans

How to fight global warming, use less energy

For more on climate conditions, check out the NOAA climate program website.

 

keeping the earth ever green

 

Alberto Gonzales doesn’t shoot people

I’m not implying that Gonzales is completely incompetent because I believe it takes a certain level of competence to justify allowing the FBI to tap phones illegally and completely get rid of that whole Habeas Corpus thing. What I am saying is that Alberto Gonzales doesn’t fit the rest of the Bush Cabinet's streak of inhumane treatments.

Yes, he has that utter disregard for civil rights, but where’s the blatant indifference for his fellow man? Where’s that ol’ feeling of danger that former attorney generals used to give us? (“Let the eagle soar…”)

I mean remember Janet Reno? If someone got out of line, Reno wouldn’t just “tap a phone” or fire a bunch of attorneys for political reasons. She’d send in the ATF (even if it was just a kid from Cuba).

And, oh, how I miss those days.

See, things were much simpler during the Reno era. I didn’t belong to any religious cults, nor did I hoard armaments for the eventual war with the American government, so I knew there was no need to invest in gas masks.

But Gonzales is different.

Now when I pick up a phone I half expect to hear the tell-tale clicking noise of Uncle Sam listening in. This isn’t merely liberal paranoia though. It is important for me to note that tradition in my family dictates that we always say “Death to capitalism,” in greeting. I have a feeling that can cause problems…

But wire-tapping doesn’t have the same flare that 100 guys with guns have. And worse, it’s inconsistent with the rest of the Bushies' policy choices of “Let’s blow them up and see what happens.”

It’s for these reasons that I know Mr. Gonzales will not make it through the next three weeks with his title of Attorney General. It won’t be because he keeps getting caught breaking the law or further embarrassing this administration. He’ll lose his job because he can’t keep up with Janet Reno.

If only he shot people…

 

Weaker sex news

Dr. Erik Keroack (pro-abstinence Bush appointee who famously asserted that pre-marital sex would lower Oxycontin levels in the brain, and then you'll never be able to love anyone ever) will no longer oversee the program to provide birth control to low-income women. Someone qualified will replace him immediately, and Keroack will no doubt go back to telling minors lies about condoms and sex.

The United Kingdom branch of Amnesty International, once neutral on abortion issues, now supports safe, legal abortions around the world. "In response to current repressive abortion laws, however, AIUK has changed its position in order to continue protecting women's freedom, reproductive and sexual health, and human rights." 
Pro-lifers don't want to hear that crap about rights: "Abortion can never be described as a 'right…' [It] is a needless act of violence that kills babies and hurts women." Evidence shows that lack of clean water, war crimes, unsanitary and unsafe deliveries, and fistuals hurt women more. But who wants to protect those already living?

North Dakota is showing more and more that it's about abortion obsession is not about protecting the unborn or anyone else. Otherwise, anti-abortionists would want teenage girls to have prenatal care for their precious unborn, no matter what. But they don't. Underage girls need their parents' consent for that, too  or they go without, putting their own health and the health of their unborn babies in jeopardy. This is not about the unborn  this is about state control over your body and what you choose to do with it.

The same goes for Missouri. Governor Matt Blunt has cut all funding to Planned Parenthood centers — including the majority which do not even provide abortions but provide cancer screenings for women who otherwise would not have access. So, even if you're not seeking birth control, are not pregnant, or don't want an abortion, you will not be screened for a deadly disease as early as possible. Pro-life indeed.

"Researchers in Sweden…have found that equality could be associated with poorer health for both men and women." But the Harvard School of Public Health says: "We conclude that women experience higher mortality and morbidity in states where they have lower levels of political and economic autonomy. Living in such states has detrimental consequences for the health of men as well."

Another Harvard study: "…women who resided in states with high reproductive rights scored…lower [for depression]…compared with women who lived in states with lower reproductive rights. Gender inequality appears to contribute to depressive symptoms in women."

Well, I don't know about the rest of you ladies, but these results trump all others for me: "More Orgasms for Single Women."

For more studies on gender equality and happiness levels, see the Google search results.

 

Many lines of fire: women at war

Women soldiers in Iraq - Kai Pfaffenbach, ReutersMany Americans assume that women in the U.S. military are stationed far from the fighting. While it's true they can't train for frontline combat positions, the changing nature of the Iraq war has placed many women at the center of the conflict. Yet the women serving and dying for the U.S. have received very little attention.

Who are they, why did they join, and what are their experiences and points of view? listen to the program

On this edition, Sarah Olson speaks with veterans of the U.S. Army, Navy, and Marines, and to one active duty soldier who served for a year as an Army journalist in Iraq. Each woman has a unique story, but all share an understanding of the power politics of the U.S. military and the price that is paid by women seeking to serve their country.

Featuring:: Linsay Rousseau Burnett, Sgt. U.S. Army; Spent one year as an Army journalist in Iraq. Photo: Linsay Rousseau Burnett

Anuradha Bhagwati, former Marine captain; Maricela Guzman, former information technician in the U.S. Navy; Linsay Rousseau Burnett, Sergeant U.S. Army, first brigade combat team, 101st Airborne division; Stefani Pelkey, former Army captain. Senior Producer/Host: Tena Rubio. Mixing Engineer: Phillip Babich. Intern: Alexis McCrimmon.

 

For more information::

Vets for Vets: 520-250-0509; info@vets4vets.us; www.vets4vets.us

Iraq and Afghan Veterans for America: 770 Broadway, 2nd Floor, New York, NY 10003; 212-982-9699; info@iava.org; www.iava.org

Iraq Veterans Against the War: P.O. Box 8296, Philadelphia, PA 19101; 215.241.7123; ivaw@ivaw.org; www.ivaw.org

Women of Color Resource Center: 1611 Telegraph Ave. #303, Oakland, CA 94612; 510-444-2700; info@coloredgirls.org; www.coloredgirls.org

Women Veterans of America National Headquarters: P.O. Box 72 Bushkill, PA 18324; 570-588-4674; www.womenveteransofamerica.com

 

Environmental stories of note via video

ever green is experimenting with different forms of media to deliver enviromental issues.

Watch some stories of note right now.

 

 

 

 

 

 

To read the stories talked about on the webcast, please click on the source below:

Seattle Post-Intelligencer: UW to cut emissions

The New York Times: The year without toilet paper

The Christian Science Monitor: Global boom in coal power

 

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