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Initiation

South African girls learn how to become women.

Across South Africa, children of traditional families participate in initiation school. Although the duration and content of the programs differ based on regional and tribal beliefs, students wanting to learn more about bush survival and their ancestral traditions attend ngoma. In a rural village in the Northeast, 60 girls prepare for the conclusion of their three-month education — and prepare to return to their communities as women.

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Sisters of fate

Lisa See’s Shanghai Girls tells the piercingly painful tale of two sisters’ odyssey from Shanghai to San Francisco.

 

To dismiss Shanghai Girls, with its flowery, pink-tinged cover, as “women’s fiction” or even as a light summer read belies the very serious nature of author Lisa See’s ambitious novel. What starts as an amusing tale about two young women — sisters Pearl and May — frolicking through bohemian Shanghai, posing for paintings in their new silk gowns and wondering which of them is prettiest, turns sinister quite quickly. The violence that engulfs China with the advent of World War II parallels the violence that they experience when they truly begin to understand their status as women. They are bargaining chips for their father, who has traded them away in arranged marriages to pay off his debts. They are targets for prowling Japanese soldiers. And when they come through these struggles with the scars to prove it, they become workhorses and, hopefully, son-producers for their shared father-in-law in America (they’re paired off with brothers in arranged marriages), although eventually, they form real family ties with the husbands they’ve been bound to on paper.

From escaping the shelling of a fashionable Shanghai street, to crouching in abandoned shacks as they listen to soldiers on the march committing murder, to tossing and turning on their long trans-Pacific journey, to sitting stoically through endless interrogation as they try to enter this country, the sisters endure atrocities and privation. But perhaps the most compelling aspect of their story is its deviation from the “immigrant-family-makes-good” cliché. Try as they might — and they do try — Pearl, May, their husbands, and even a college-bound daughter, are never quite accepted into mainstream American society. In fact, as the story draws to a close, they’re being interrogated by the FBI for alleged communist ties, with calamitous results.

See, the daughter of novelist Carolyn See, is a Chinese American herself who has devoted much of her work — including Snow Flower and the Secret Fan (2005) and Peony in Love (2007) — to exploring Chinese culture and history. As we follow Pearl and May’s journey in Shanghai Girls, See tells dozens of historical stories that illuminate the struggles of her characters. One of these stories captures the glamor and excitement of prewar, pre-Communist Shanghai, full of smoky cafés, artists, radicals, and beautiful women. There are also incredibly dark stories about the Japanese invasion of China, the fate of immigrants stalled in limbo at California’s notorious Angel Island, the endless striving of immigrant families once they reached these shores, and the endless discrimination that met them here. There’s even a story about the way Hollywood treated Asian characters and actors (not very well, needless to say).

But the sweeping narrative is anchored by the intimacy of the two women. Together throughout all their trials and tribulations, Pearl and May are classic fictional sisters — both unimaginably close and fearfully jealous. “She’s funny; I’m criticized for being too serious. She has an adorable fleshiness to her; I’m tall and thin,” Pearl, the narrator, explains in her staccato, singsong tone.

She’s convinced that she’s the sister everyone thinks is inferior, the sister who has borne the most burdens over time. After their family suffers a horrific wartime trauma on the road out of Shanghai, Pearl’s resentment of her sister simmers beneath the surface for decades, even if she and May continue to stick together and even adore each other. But in the course of several knockdown, drag-out fights between the sisters, See suddenly, like a flash of light, switches to May’s point of view. “You’ve always been jealous and envious of me, but you were the one who was cherished by [our parents],” May shouts to her sister in one of the novel’s final scenes. When she speaks, it’s sure to put a wrinkle or three in Pearl’s version of the truth.

Even though May’s final revelation of a long-kept secret is ultimately predictable, the sisters’ dueling outlooks create tension when the plot slows down, and their ability to reconcile and forge on together provides a ray of hope. “Parents die, daughters grow up and marry out, but sisters are for life,” Pearl explains.

See — whose copious acknowledgments at the end of the book confirm her considerable research — arrives at an uncomfortable truth about the American past. America, she shows, hasn’t simply laid out its golden-hued dream at the feet hardworking newcomers. Those who work double shifts and play by the rules don’t (and didn’t) necessarily end up in the house with the white picket fence, particularly if they look too different or are plagued by cruel stereotypes. But to her credit, See also infuses Shanghai Girls with a positive message about forgiveness and the way friendship and family can help us pick ourselves back up even after the worst has happened.

 

Left behind

The story of Romania’s orphans.

Few of us can forget the horrors of the 1990’s Romanian orphanages. Following the fall of the Ceausescu Communist regime in 1989, Romania, though newly liberated, became known for the appalling conditions within its state-run orphanages and institutions. The world was stunned by television and newspaper images of half-starved abandoned children chained to their beds. Aid agencies rushed to help; governments throughout the world condemned what they saw; and newspaper columns were full of accounts of the atrocities.

Yet behind the scenes, the practice in Romania of abandoning children went unchallenged. A 1990 UNICEF report claimed that at the time, 86,000 children lived in institutions. Despite media attention to the situation, by 1994, that number had risen to 98,000. Perhaps even more surprising is that despite a significant increase in international adoptions, that 1994 figure had only fallen to just over 80,000 in 2005. Between 1992 and 1994, about 10,000 Romanian children were adopted by foreign families worldwide, according to a report by Toronto Life.

 

Official line

Officially, the orphanages in Romania have all been closed as one of the preconditions for joining the European Union (EU) in 2007, which followed a 2001 European Parliament report criticizing the country for its continued mistreatment of orphans. However, today the question remains: What exactly has happened to the thousands of children who were living in the large state orphanages?

While international adoption has been illegal in Romania since 2001, a report published by the Romanian National Authority for Child Protection in 2004 told of a total of 81,233 orphans at that time. Of those, 14,825 now live in foster care in Romania, 26,612 are in state care, and the remaining orphans are either living with extended family members or in private care homes. The now-notorious orphanages of those television images in the 1990s have all been replaced by smaller and more modern institutions, where six or seven children share a room, despite the official line that there is no overcrowding or bed sharing.  

Meanwhile, the world’s media has largely moved on to other, more current events. Aside from a few celebrities, such as J.K. Rowling, author of the “Harry Potter” books, and Sarah Brown, wife of Britain’s Prime Minister Gordon Brown, who have rallied to the cause of Romanian orphans, the major problems Romania’s child care system faces have been ignored. Most people think these problems ended once and for all when Romania joined the EU in 2007. Indeed, Baroness Emma Nicholson, member of European Parliament for South East England and an international campaigner for children’s rights, was once credited with bringing media attention to the grim conditions within Romanian orphanages. Last year, however, the baroness went so far as to claim that “Romania has fundamentally reformed its child protection system and has gone from having the worst system in Europe to developing one of the best.”

The real story

Sadly, however, the reality is far different. The U.N.’s 2009 report State of the World’s Children claims Romania’s child mortality rate is 15,000 per year. In comparison, the child mortality rate in the United States is reported to be 8,000 per year. Although the children who remain in the state institutions are no longer tied to beds, they face other problems. In October 2008, the General Directorate of Social Welfare and Child Services (DGASPC) issued a report in which the Romanian head of the Social Inspection Agency, Maria Muga, stated that 92.5 percent of the children in state care do not own any toys; 97.5 percent have no cultural and sporting equipment; 77.5 percent have no school supplies; and 65 percent have no toiletry and hygiene supplies.

As for the children now in foster care, a recent DGASPC report claims that, on average, there is one social worker for every 100 children. Since joining the EU, Romania has guaranteed that at least one social worker monitors the progress of 25 children in foster care. The report goes on to detail significant problems at the organizational level of foster care, backing up the 2006 UNICEF Romania report, which concludes, “an underestimation of the issues at stake has resulted in too many reforms under pressure, which in turn have led to uncoordinated, contradictory and unfocussed stop-and-go reforms.” 

Indeed, the sheer number of so many children requiring some kind of state help creates further problems. A joint UNICEF and World Bank study in April 2009 explored the impact of the global recession on the poor in Romania, and concluded that Romania’s state services “are either insufficient or lacking the necessary quality to effectively protect the most in need children.” It is hardly surprising that problems go unchecked or ignored when there are so few Romanian social workers. Transparency International, an anticorruption watchdog organization, ranked Romania as the second most corrupt country in the EU last year. In a country where bribes are all too common, questions still remain about the effectiveness and integrity of Romania’s child support services.

Much has been made of the success of Romanian migration workers. According to a February 2009 New York Times article, one-third of Romanians now work and live abroad, mostly within the EU member states, enjoying better wages and perhaps a higher quality of life. Meanwhile, Romanian statistics tell us that 10 percent of children in state care are there simply because their parents are working abroad and they have no family member available to look after them. Yet even those children who live with relatives could still face difficulties. According to the Romanian Child Protection Department, despite having access to cell phones and other gadgets, Romanian children still suffer the psychological damage associated with long-term separation from their parents.

 

The Relief Fund for Romania estimates that there are 6,000 street children in the country, while UNICEF estimated in 2004 that 2,000 children lived on the streets of Bucharest, 500 of them permanently, either working or begging to survive. The majority of these street children spend their days in the capital, either because of overcrowding where they live or because of their disinterest in school, whereas the 500 children who are mainly orphans are 24-hour street children, spending their nights sleeping rough. The 2001 Oscar-nominated film Children Underground documented their hardship, with harrowing scenes of bored children spending their days in a daze, getting high and feeling worthless.

Special cases

Life for the “typical” Romanian orphan is brighter than it is for disabled and Roma orphans. According to a 2007 Harvard Review article, “having attained EU membership, Romania now has less incentive to improve the conditions for disabled children, but has instead turned a blind eye.” Romania’s Law 272 on children’s rights specifies that orphans under the age of two cannot live in state-run institutions, but disabled orphans are to be sent there from birth.

The sad fact is that disabled children are unlikely to be placed with foster families, and they will spend their entire lives in these institutions, which may not be officially called “orphanages.” These institutions are, according to the Harvard Review, “not proper homes for children and further the development of disabilities.” UNICEF estimates that there are about 200 of these institutions in Romania, housing up to 30,000 disabled children. The report goes on to claim that only 28 percent of the 52,000 disabled children living in Romania obtain some level of education.

The Gypsy community of Romania may be romanticized by outsiders, but according to UNICEF, the Roma population, which makes up 7 percent of the Romanian population, has a poverty rate of 77 percent. Karen Bucur, director of Pathway to Joy, a Romanian-American charity that works with the Gypsy community, told me, “Their poverty is hard to describe. There is no running water, [and] with that comes health issues and diseases. The children are uneducated for the most part.”

A representative of the Scottish charity Mary’s Meals added, “With only the local rubbish dump to play on, the children are so deprived that they steal to eat. Many of them live in 19th-century conditions.” One could argue that due to the stigma attached to the Roma community within Romania, these vulnerable children rely even more on outside help in a country where their own social services cannot be relied upon.

Bucur tells of two little abandoned Roma girls, Alexandra and Alina, whom the charity found in a dreadful state last winter. The girls were without clothing and food, and with no immediate support from Social Services. The charity was forced to act independently to secure the children’s safety, and Alexandra and Alina now live with a foster family financially supported by Pathway to Joy.

One aspect worth examining, as it is seemingly ignored by the Romanian government, is the support available to the now-adult orphans of the Ceausescu regime. As explored in an in-depth 2005 BBC report, for many, a normal adult life remains out of reach. The report concluded that while some had indeed managed to make a successful life for themselves, many remained traumatized. With little support from the government and surviving on the fringes of society, many of these now-adult orphans are addicted to drugs or alcohol. Other survivors — those who had been tied into their hospital cots for their entire childhood — now show signs of stunted growth and have difficulty walking. Others still wear diapers or can take food only from a bottle because they never had the chance to develop their chewing muscles.

A scandal in Romania earlier this year involved a man who died in a hospital, waiting to be seen after he had a heart attack. One nurse admitted that nobody treated him because he “looked too poor to be able to offer a bribe to be seen.” In a country where health care can often depend on how much you are prepared to bribe doctors for treatment, orphans are unlikely to receive the best treatment possible, as fast as possible.

Following EU criticism, the Romanian government has promised reforms and recently set up a toll- free telephone number that Romanians can call to reveal the names of hospitals and doctors who have accepted bribes. Within an hour of opening, the telephone lines were inundated with calls, and jammed.

A long way to go

It could be argued that an orphan’s fate in Romania often comes down to sheer luck. If an orphan is fortunate enough to be taken in by a loving foster family or to receive help through one of the local charities such as Pathway to Joy or Mary’s Meals, he or she may well be able to have a normal childhood. However, if an orphan is disabled, or happens to have been born in a Gypsy village, or is living on the street, his or her life — and certainly mental well-being — hang in the balance.

Vast improvements have been made in Romania’s child welfare issues — undoubtedly Baroness Nicholson’s remarks give us all reason to hope this is so. Yet Romania still has a long way to go. The responsibility to remember Romanian children and to fight for their welfare lies not only with the Romanian government and with EU country members, but with individuals across the globe. Romania is no longer the country we read about a decade ago. It is receiving financial support from the EU and the World Bank, and a number of reforms have been introduced to help the poor. Admittedly, these efforts have had mixed results, with UNICEF claiming earlier this year that welfare money is not reaching the most needy. We cannot simply ignore the daily struggle the poor face in the small Balkan country of 22 million. Romania and its orphans need not only our support, but also our continued interest, to truly prosper.

 

 

Nature’s waltz

A series of digital collages.

 

Oppressive summer heat invokes the need for escape. In her series of digital collages, Nature’s waltz, artist Maureen Shaughnessy invites the viewer to a place less inhabited and less inhibited.

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Youth behind walls

When helping offers escape from one’s own problems.

    The summer I was 19, I was responsible for a handful of teenage girls. Not just any girls. These were, according to the website I’d perused back in my Yale dorm room that spring, “Kentucky’s most vulnerable and troubled youth.” They were living at the treatment center where I’d taken a summer job.

    The girls “lived” under the guard of three layers of locks and the supervision of counselors who documented their mood and whereabouts every 15 minutes. They seemed as unhappy as anyone would be in such a situation, stomping dramatically through their dorm’s living room, glaring at everyone they passed, and then plopping onto one of the standard issue tweed couches, just close enough to other residents to make them sigh loudly, and sometimes even scream.

    When these girls started yelling, they couldn’t seem to stop. They screamed about how much they hated one another and us counselors and cops and teachers and the world. They screamed about how they were only there because their families were full of screwups who didn’t want them. They screamed and screamed until they’d made enough of a nuisance of themselves that a counselor would lock them in the time-out room, padded and empty, like how I imagined one would be in a psychiatric hospital. And just as one girl’s screaming calmed, another’s started.

    Why I thought I was qualified to help them, I’m not sure. I was just a year older than the oldest residents, and my freshman year wasn’t devoted to psychology or social work, but to naturally occurring fractals and political theory. Still, I empathized with the girls, and I must have hoped that this would be enough.

    What’s even less clear is why the center hired me. But that June, there I was, assigned to keep busy the three residents exempt from summer school. I was given an activities’ budget, gas money, and eight hours a day to aid in their “healing.”

    I made a schedule of volunteer and educational activities that I submitted to the center’s director, but when we left each morning, it might as well have flown out my car’s window. I did whatever my charges Nicole, Christina, and Kelly asked. I knew they hadn’t left their dorms for months, and I decided what they just might need was affirmation that they deserved better than to be locked up. So, I let them have fun.

    Nicole asked to go horseback riding, which shocked me. Not yet 18, her record already included burglary, grand theft auto, and aggravated battery. She’d been sober for at least the four months she had been at the center, but she still had a hazy thought process and a glazed look in her eyes. She could also summon an intense glare, and being half a foot taller than me, she liked to remind me how little I was.

    I saw Nicole as a caricature of a tough city girl, not someone who would desire an idyllic trot through the country. But she did, so we went.

    Sixteen-year-old Christina wanted to see R-rated movies. She was a pretty Latina — a little bossy and arrogant, but she tended to follow the rules, and most of the other girls looked up to her. I could tell she was smart, too, and I daydreamed about helping her get into a good college. What a great application essay her stint here would make!

    But Christina had another side. She would tell stories about burglary or her “pimp daddy,” and when someone interrupted her or questioned her authority, she became angry and violent, throwing everything from punches to 21-inch television sets.

    I never questioned her authority. We saw a number of R-rated movies.

    Kelly was different from Christina and Nicole. The 15-year-old directed her anger not at the world, but at herself. She lacked confidence and self-respect, trying to impress others with tight clothes and bright makeup. She preferred strolling through the mall, and once, when we drove by a bridal shop, she asked to stop to try on wedding dresses. We did.

    We rented bikes built for two to ride by the riverfront, and we even tracked a peacock we spotted wandering the streets. At a pay phone, I supervised the girls’ calls to the zoo and several nearby farms. I was so proud of them — and of myself: I thought I was helping them become Good Samaritans.

    There were plenty of other times when I honestly thought my lenience was doing the girls good. One morning, for instance, I went to pay for our gas and left them alone in my running car.

    All three — even Kelly — had grand theft auto on their rap sheets.

    “Miss Wolff,” Christina said afterwards, “that was just plain stupid.”

    But I didn’t think so. I thought they needed to feel trusted, and the fact that they didn’t take advantage of my trust seemed like progress.   

    Yet some part of me must have suspected that being the girls’ friend rather than their superior benefited me more than it did them. I can’t think of any other reason why I would have decided in July to begin making them volunteer. We spent a day sorting clothes at Goodwill, and another playing with preschoolers, but the girls wanted none of it. They threatened to make me sorry if we did any more community service, and who was I to argue?

    It wasn’t just that I was 19 and unqualified.

    Every day when I got off work, I visited drive-thru after drive-thru, shoving a hamburger, donut, or ice cream cone into my mouth. Then, at the corner gas station, I’d lock myself in a bathroom stall and tickle the back of my throat. Most days, the ice cream was still cold coming up.

    Incredibly, I didn’t see the irony of my working as a counselor. My job seemed separate from my personal life — that is, until one afternoon, while we were driving along the Interstate, when the girls pointed out smoke creeping from under my car’s hood.

    As they shrieked and squealed about their imminent deaths, I found the nearest exit. Smoke was still seeping out as I pulled into a gas station, where an attendant propped the hood. Suddenly, yellow and orange whirled in the air. Gray clouds shot up and enveloped the fire.

    “Dang Miss Wolff,” Nicole said, “you almost killed us!”

    I just stared at my burning engine.

   “But I’ve had it less than two months!” I protested to no one in particular. “What could have happened?”

   “Looks like someone sold you a lemon,” the attendant said.

   I breathed deeply. I didn’t mention that someone was my dad, a used car salesman.

   At that moment, I didn’t feel like the counselor whom the girls addressed as Miss Wolff. I felt like a girl from a screwed-up family, whose influence I couldn’t escape.

   Of course, compared to these girls — whose families abused and neglected them — I didn’t have it so bad. But I still couldn’t help but wonder whether my own father, with whom I’d had a strained relationship since he left when I was three, sold me a junker on purpose. I also hated that my mom couldn’t afford to buy me a newer, more reliable car in the first place — like all of my college friends’ parents could.

   That might have been when I realized I had nothing of substance to offer Nicole, Christina, and Kelly. I couldn’t give them what I didn’t have; I had no idea why some people’s lives were harder than others, or how we were supposed to accept our circumstances, mourn our disappointment about them, and then build the lives we would prefer.

   Although I had been convincing myself that treating the girls as equals was for their benefit, I began to see that I was treating them as such because they were my equals. I gave up on trying to help them. I now hoped only that my influence wouldn’t inadvertently do any harm.

   Near the end of the summer, I took Nicole, Christina, and Kelly to the Louisville Science Center. The admission fee stretched our daily allowance, so I packed lunches from the dorm kitchen rather than buying fast food as usual.

   Nicole wasn’t happy to trade her daily cheeseburger for a museum trip, and she made no secret of her discontent in the science center’s cafeteria as she pulled the orange from her brown paper bag. She scowled at the fruit’s presence in her hand before dropping it on the table and watching it roll onto the floor. Then she unwrapped her peanut butter and jelly sandwich, and stared at me.

   Finally, she took a bite and, still staring at me, chewed slowly, as if she was being forced to eat mud.

   “Miss Wolff,” Nicole said as she unpacked the rest of her lunch, “this sucks.”

    I told her I was sorry.

   “If you’re so sorry,” she said, “then buy me a Coke.”

    I said I would if I could, but we had no money left. Nicole, staring with disgust at her unopened half-pint carton of milk, said she was sure I could afford to buy everyone Cokes with my own money.

    Hesitantly, and concerned less by the center’s rules than my own budget, I told her I shouldn’t.

    In a huff, Nicole pushed herself out and up from the table.

    “Buy me a Coke,” she said again, giving me one last chance.

    I said no tentatively, and Nicole stormed off, yelling that I’d be sorry.

    Already, I was.

    I remembered learning at the beginning of the summer that girls who ran away were almost never seen at the center again. Was that Nicole’s plan? Would she try to hitchhike and be taken advantage of en route? Would she settle onto the Louisville streets? This could be the beginning of her downward spiral, and it would be entirely my fault.

    I wanted so badly to stop her, but I didn’t know how. Here, away from the center’s locks, from fellow counselors who could be called for backup, and from rules created to give counselors power over patients, I was helpless.

    So I just followed her, trailing far enough behind so that my presence was obvious but not intrusive. Once, in the astronomy room, she stopped, turned around, and glared at me before whipping her body forward and continuing on.

    Nicole paced for the next hour before finally heading toward the stairs that led to the street. My heart stopped.

    Then Nicole stopped.

    “Let’s go,” she said flatly.

     I was so relieved to return with her that day, but I was also surprised. Why hadn’t she run? At the time, I had no idea. But now, nearly a decade later, I suspect that while of course Nicole wanted to escape the center’s lock and key, she must have also realized that she didn’t have much to look forward to outside. After all, it was her former situation that drove her to the center. Perhaps this was why all three girls, who constantly complained they would rather be anywhere else, passed up chance after chance on our daily outings to actually leave.

     I often wonder whether Nicole, Christina, and Kelly think back to that summer, and if so, whether they remember it as I do — as one in which some walls came down.

Editorial note: The names of Nicole, Christina, and Kelly have been changed to protect their identities.

 

Hidden Costa Rica

The Bribri tribe invites visitors, maintains its identity.

 

I knew I was going off the beaten path when even my taxi driver looked worried.

“So where exactly should I drop you off?” he asked, as his pickup attempted to ford streams and waterfalls flowing over the Costa Rican mountain road.

“Maybe by the river?” I told him, shrugging. “My instructions just say to go to the town of Bambú, and they’ll find me.”

“They” are members of Costa Rica’s Bribri tribe. I would be spending two days with them in a remote village called Yorkín, which is only reachable by dugout canoe. I was told I’d be learning about their crafts and customs, watching demonstrations, and exploring the local terrain, but I still felt unprepared. As the nice lady who arranged the tour told me, once you get into the canoe, “you’re in their hands.”

She did give me instructions to go to a village called Bambú — but nothing more. “It sounds vague,” she said. “But it works.”

And it did.

Taking the scenic route

My taxista had nothing to worry about. A man in wading boots and a dirty cutoff T-shirt greeted me in Bambú.

Soy Luis,” he said. Seconds later, Roberto, my other guide, appeared, and I was escorted to a big, crude, green canoe.
    
The Yorkín river, which borders Panama and Costa Rica, was a thick silty brown from heavy rain that had fallen the night before, but I didn’t care. As Luis pushed away from the shore with a long stick, I realized that I would be entirely dependent on these people for the next two days. With no roads, phone lines, Internet access, or stores, I would have to trust strangers.

After 15 minutes in the canoe, my guides slid the craft onto a slice of riverbank that was covered in white stones. Right next to us, a quickly moving, rocky stream emptied into the river. I assumed that somewhere between the rushing stream and the dense vegetation was a path that would lead us to their Costa Rican village.

I was quite wrong.

“This is Panama,” Roberto told me. “We’re going to go to the waterfall.”

I had no idea we’d be taking such a side trip, but I was thrilled. (And crossing a border without going through customs felt delightfully rebellious.) I didn’t know the name of the waterfall or why it was so important that we visit it, but this trip was all about going with the flow, even if for the next 20 minutes I was wading against the current of a Panamanian waterway.

Looking at my sneakers, Roberto added, “Um, your shoes are going to get wet.”

That was an understatement. I tried to daintily hop from craggy rock to craggy rock at first, but I quickly gave up and followed my guides’ lead. Jeans, socks, sneakers and all, I plunged my legs into the water. I surrendered my purse, which held my precious camera, to one of the guides, who kept it above water with the grace of an acrobat as I clumsily stumbled behind them.

After 15 minutes of climbing over the treacherous, half-submerged rocks, we made it to the base of a thick waterfall. They splashed their faces and drank. I perched on a stone, forgot about my soggy clothes, and absorbed the mist of the Panamanian waters. Nearby, a lizard with a long, bright blue tail posed perfectly still on a rock.
 
Some guides suggest that if you’re looking for awe-inspiring Central American culture, you should skip Costa Rica. It’s better known for its beaches, rainforests, and volcanoes, so instead, explore the colorful native cultures that continue to follow their traditions in destinations such as Guatemala or Panama. Indigenous people make up only 1 percent of the population in Costa Rica, a comparatively stable country; Indian tribes here never erected anything comparable to the Mayan or Aztec pyramids that you’ll find in Mexico or Guatemala.

But, back in the canoe, still dripping from our waterfall excursion, we headed for Yorkín, a place that would prove that this culture too was determined to survive.

Paradise amongst the flora

The canoe stopped in a grassy bank, and I was met by two girls who stared at my blonde hair and giggled, but said little. An old man escorted me down a muddy road, and before disappearing behind the banana trees, pointed to a rustic health center.

“A doctor comes every fifteen days,” he said. “But we’re usually pretty healthy people.”

The soundtrack of Yorkín was the rushing river, giggling children, and cackling roosters. The air was fresh and damp. Children spent the day picking and sucking on exotic fruits, while turning anything possible into a soccer ball — crushed plastic bottles, large seeds.

My housing for the night was an open-air lodge with a thatched roof. I traded my sopping wet sneakers for the flip-flops in my bag. Alone on the big platform, I felt awkward.

There was no place to sit. The area was so open that I was afraid to change out of my wet pants because I felt like the whole tribe might watch. My fears were unfounded. In this village, neighbors have jungle between their homes. I peered over the low ledge. Bright vegetation was everywhere.

Over banana cakes and a bitter juice, I was introduced to Noe, who would be my primary guide in the village.

Noe took me on a vegetation tour and pointed out the uses of native plants. He explained that large green gourds were turned into bowls, and I sampled a sour version of sugar cane that the Bribri chew on to extract juices. I learned about a bush-like grass that has long slender leaves that spread out into a fan. Noe explained that they tear the fan into strips, then dry and dye them for weaving.

“There are very few plants we don’t use,” he said.

He pulled a yellow pod off of a tree and cracked it in half to reveal almond-sized beans, covered in a slimy mucus.

Cacao.”

Noe showed me how to take the seeds out and suck the slimy white stuff off of them — it tasted nothing like chocolate (that flavor comes from deep within the seeds), but it was sweet.

“Later,” he told me, “you’ll see a chocolate-making demonstration.”

Keeping culture alive

The tourism program is run by a cooperative of women. Calling themselves Estribata, they formed about 20 years ago when they feared they were losing their culture: people were forgetting uses of medicinal plants, children stopped learning the Bribri language, and men were leaving Yorkín to work on sticky banana plantations, which were full of pesticides. After a 28-year-old villager returned sick and then died from cancer, Bernarda Morales Marin decided that was the last straw.

“Our culture is just as valid as all the other cultures in the world,” said Bernarda, the group’s founder.

Sharing with tourists, they decided, would be the best way to help the community economically and give villagers a strong incentive to preserve their heritage. With the help of nonprofit groups, they built the housing structure with a tall, thatched roof, and started inviting guests. The first year about 10 people came. That number eventually grew to several hundred visitors a year.

Villagers also started exporting organic cocoa to Italy and bananas to Germany. With the mixed sources of income, families went from earning nothing to bringing in about $20 USD a month.
Bernarda explained all of this to me by candlelight. There were no electricity lines in the village, but tourism income helped raise money for solar panels in the tourist lodge’s kitchen and in the local school. Another positive result: Children now learn the Bribri language in school.

Visitors’ activities range from making thatched roofs, to hiking, to exploring local hot springs. I told Bernarda that I’d like to take a hike the next day and learn how to weave.

“Of course,” she said.

And then, it was chocolate time. A woman brought out a tray of roasted cacao beans. She rubbed her fingers over them and then dropped them through a metal grinder, letting the resulting coarse powder land on another tray. Once she finished, she held that tray over the ground and, with a few expert shakes, sent the shell bits drifting into the dirt.

She prepared to run the powder through the grinder again. But first, she turned to me. “How do you think it’s going to come out?” she asked slyly in Spanish. “A powder, like coffee?”

I nodded. 

It was my turn to grind. As I turned the handle, tiring quickly and worrying that I seemed like a weak city girl, I saw that there was no powder at all. Instead, a rough brown paste with an intoxicating chocolate scent was falling from the grinder. My chocolate teacher smiled.

When it was all finished, she mixed it with sweetened condensed milk, creating a soft, thick chocolate pudding that I still dream about.

Treasures and treasured memories to take home

During much of my time there I felt slightly awkward, an oversized foreigner dependent on her hosts to survive. Sometimes Noe abandoned me when he ran out of things to say. A little girl followed me around, asking my phone number and assuring me that she would have it memorized by the time I left (she did). The entire village, where about 200 people live, shared one cell phone.

Nighttime in Yorkín was a little scary. My eyes never adjusted to the blackness, and when I stumbled outside to use the bathroom in the middle of the night, I could only think about jaguars and snakes.

I woke up in one piece the next morning. After eating banana pancakes for breakfast, I borrowed someone’s rubber boots for a hike up the mountain. I hoped, futilely, to see a jaguar, but we did spot a fleeing agouti and a lot of tiny red frogs with blue legs. I almost walked into a beetle, the size of my hand, hanging above the trail. After inspecting the beetle’s elaborate design and colors, I wasn’t surprised to learn that it was called a harlequin beetle.

The trail was a mix of knotted tree roots and oozing mud. Tourists wear their expensive hiking boots at their own risk. The locals know better. They sport rubber boots or simply go barefoot.

When I came back, I sat down with a young woman named Fidelia for a weaving lesson using the same plant Noe had shown me the day before. When she wound the strips around themselves, it looked easy. Then she handed them to me. My fingers seemed a lot fatter than hers. I got to take home a tiny basket, of which I had woven a single layer. I also bought a necklace made from rainforest seeds for my mom and a similar bracelet for myself. I purchased them off a small table where a makeshift “gift shop” had been created for my benefit. I was the only visitor there.

I lingered over lunch, which included fried ferns served on a plate made from a banana leaf, and lingered over the gift table, slightly worried about how I was going to get back to town to catch a bus to the capital city of San Jose. My guides were supposed to take me to the mainland in a canoe, but they didn’t seem worried, so I tried not to fret. The clock was ticking though, and I didn’t want to be stuck in the campo.

By the time I got back to Bambú, there were no more buses going to the pickup point for the San Jose bus. It was far too long to walk, and there was not enough time to call a taxi. Like a sequel to my Bribri adventure, I ended up hitching a ride with a friend of Noe’s about halfway, walking another part of the way, and was lucky enough to catch a cab for the final mile and a half. I boarded the San Jose bus with five minutes to spare. Before long, I had taken a bundle wrapped in a banana leaf out of my bag. It was the chocolate made the day before.

It disappeared just as quickly as my time with the Bribri faded to memories. And soon I was in San Jose, a place that already felt like a different world.

 

 

To a home unknown

Sudanese refugees build new lives.

 

At 7 o’clock on a cool fall morning, Matthew Kongo steps out of the Spencer Press printing plant and into daylight. The air coming off the ocean to the east is moist, the world quiet compared to the printing room inside where Kongo, 65, has been working the night shift. He wears a gray fleece jacket, dark jeans, and heavy leather work boots. Large thin-rimmed glasses balance on his wide nose, magnifying soft, sleepless brown eyes.

Kongo is still for a moment, looking out into the company’s parking lot as if taking in the world anew. During his 12-hour shifts, he stands at a computer terminal, moving paper into the production line with a large crane. After a spate of recent layoffs, he has been manning two cranes at once to increase efficiency. It’s difficult, repetitive work, especially with an injured back, a lingering reminder of his previous life in Sudan.

Kongo spots his coworker Hassan Ahmed’s Toyota four-door pulling around to the worker’s entrance. He slowly walks over to the car and gets inside. Ahmed is a refugee from Sudan, as is Kongo, although they come from far corners of the large country. Ahmed is from Darfur in the west; Kongo is from southern Sudan.

During the drive back to Portland, Maine, half an hour to the north, the two men speak of their home country and the problems there. They talk about ethnic and religious conflicts, about disputes between the central government and outlying areas, about the brutal wars that have engulfed the country for most of their lives. Solutions to Sudan’s problems seem hard to come by, and the causes almost too numerous to count.

Ahmed drops Kongo off at his home, an apartment in a three-story Victorian near the heart of Portland. Kongo climbs the stairs to the third floor where he and his family live. His wife Rose is about to head off to her job at Maine Medical Center, so they have only a brief moment together before she leaves. Their 10-year-old daughter Nancy, her hair tightly braided, is just finishing breakfast and is ready for Kongo to take her to school.

Kongo slowly makes his way back down the stars as Nancy runs ahead and jumps into the backseat of his Dodge sedan. Kongo then drives her across town to Cathedral School, where she has recently started classes. She had been going to the local public school, but was recommended by her teachers to go to a private school where she might have more opportunities. Kongo and Rose are hopeful that Nancy will go to college one day. Her sister Catherine, 19, arrived in the United States as an adolescent, and has had a tougher time adjusting to life in her new home. She recently graduated from high school and is now babysitting for relatives.

After dropping Nancy off at school, Kongo returns home for breakfast and a few hours of sleep. But he has many things he needs to do today. There is a meeting with fellow refugees to discuss housing options, a stop at Hannaford for the family’s groceries, and an upcoming community event to plan. His next shift at Spencer Press starts again tonight at seven.
 
*****

The door opens and cold air rushes into the auditorium. Two young children enter and make their way to one of the round tables where other Sudanese children sit. Two tables of adults are among the children. Between the stage and the tables, a small group of boys and girls in jeans, hooded sweatshirts, and wool sweaters walk around a circle of chairs, while R & B blasts from large speakers on either side of the stage.

Kongo, dressed in a striped charcoal suit, leans back in a folding metal chair, his body relaxed but his face serious. Deep wrinkles frame his pursed lips. The deejay near the stage hits a switch and the music abruptly stops. The children run to sit down, bumping against one another, some winding up on the hardwood floor. The sound of laughter erupts inside the room. A large smile flashes across Kongo’s face as he leans forward, his hands coming together in a single loud clap.
 
Tonight is billed as a “Back to School Night” by the Sudanese Community Association of Maine, which hopes to show these children how important education is to their new lives in America. Kongo is president of the association. Fifty children are present tonight — many more than last year — but there are few parents. It’s one of the main problems the association faces in trying to send these children to college one day. For so many Sudanese in Maine, life is little more than work, school, food, and sleep. There is hardly time for events like these, where parents can show their enthusiasm for school.

The youngest children, no more than four or five years old, chase each other around the room, while the women, wearing bright dresses and dark suits, sit at their table and speak in hushed tones. At the men’s table there’s talk of Sudan, Al-Bashir, United Nations troops, and the upcoming game: Patriots vs. Dolphins. Kongo is among them, standing up to shake the hand of every adult who walks through the door. Then he leans into a conversation and answers questions in a mix of Arabic and English. Rose sits at the women’s table and speaks to a Sudanese woman in her 60s, who has just arrived in the United States. Nancy listens attentively at one of the far tables with the rest of the children.

Nancy’s sister Catherine, in jeans and a fleece jacket, is the night’s emcee. After the games, she challenges the children with trivia questions: “Who is the president of the United States?”; “Who was the first president of the United States?”; “Who was the president before the current one?”; “Who is the president of Sudan?” A child raises her hand confidently, but when she’s called on she sinks into her seat, smiles, and loses her words. Most of the children know the answer to the first three questions, but the younger ones have trouble naming the president of Sudan. Several older children, sitting at their own table in the back, raise their hands. When called on, they intone, “Al-Bashir.”

In the last 15 years, Maine has attracted Sudanese refugees with its image of a slow pace of life and the absence of violent crime. There are over 6,000 living in the state, most of them in Portland. Kongo came to Maine because he thought it would be a good place to raise his children. Unfortunately, many refugees — Kongo included — have found Portland to be a typical city with its share of drugs, racism, and hostility to immigrants.

Excitement pulses through the room as trays, bowls, and boxes of food emerge from the kitchen: okra with stewed beef, eggplant in peanut sauce, salad greens, cucumber and tomatoes, white rice, macaroni and cheese, potato chips, meatballs, and pepperoni pizza. The children are reminded to have a little of everything, to not eat just one kind of food. They line up single file, a train of children, front to back, waiting impatiently for their turn as the adults move through the line first.

When dinner is over, Kongo slowly stands and walks to the front of the room. He takes the microphone and speaks to the children in English. He urges those who have come alone to go straight home and tell their parents all about tonight. And he encourages everyone to tell their Sudanese friends who are not present how much fun they had and to come to the next event. He wishes them all a good night, and then puts the microphone down and makes his way back to his table. As children leave, Kongo joins the men folding and stacking chairs on the side of the auditorium. 

*****

Sudan, Kongo’s homeland and the largest country in Africa, sits south of Egypt on the Red Sea and covers an area of 1 million square miles — about one-third the size of the United States. Sudan has been in a state of civil war for most of the last 50 years, and as a result, Sudanese refugees have been forced to resettle throughout the world. The conflicts between the north and the south — and the recent conflict in Darfur, which began in 2003 — have complex historical antecedents that cannot be explained simply (as they often are) as a war between black Africans and Arabs or between Christians and Muslims. But however complex, Kongo is quick to point out that race and religion play an important role in the civil wars.

Sudan is a diverse country, with more than 140 native languages, 19 ethnic groups, and many local religions. Christianity arrived in the fourth century and Islam followed several hundred years later, brought into the Nile region by Arabs from the Middle East. The Arabs, who came to dominate the north, forcibly spread Islam throughout much of the area. They began programs to centralize authority in Khartoum, Sudan’s capital, while marginalizing outlying areas. They enslaved black Africans and extracted resources from the south, including ivory and, more recently, oil. Most of the country’s arable land and natural resources are located in the south.

Kongo was born in Yei, a provincial headquarters on Sudan’s southern border with the Belgian Congo (now the Democratic Republic of Congo) and Uganda. He was born on December 8, 1944, 12 years before Sudan gained its independence from the British and 11 years before the south’s trouble with the north began in earnest. The British had co-ruled Sudan as a colony from 1899 until 1955 with Egypt. In practice, however, Sudan was ruled as two separate states: a northern Islamic state and a southern Christian state.

When Kongo was a boy, a mutiny by disaffected southern soldiers led the British to rush plans for Sudanese independence. They granted formal independence on January 1, 1956, before a permanent constitution could be signed into law. Debate about southern autonomy and federalism were relegated to the future. With the south’s concerns unaddressed, a civil war broke out in the form of a guerilla conflict that turned into a conventional war. Aside from a 10-year break from 1973 to 1983, which did little to ameliorate the underlying causes of the first war, war has continued for 50 years. A peace agreement signed in January 2005 signaled a chance for lasting peace in southern Sudan, just as the fighting in Darfur escalated.

Kongo was born into the Mundu, one of the many black African tribes indigenous to southern Sudan. He was raised in the Catholic Church, and moved when he was 18 to El Obeid, a town southwest of Khartoum, to start high school at the Comboni Catholic School. But after only one year he decided it would be best to leave Sudan; the civil war had intensified to the point where he feared for his life. The borders in the south were closed. The only way out of Sudan into exile would be to make the dangerous journey through the north. He telephoned his parents and told them he was about to leave the country. They gave him their blessing and said, simply, “Go in peace, and let God guide you and bless you.” He would never see them again.

Ready to make the journey out of Sudan, 19-year-old Kongo was joined by one of his teachers, Alfonse Abugo. They packed their bags and took a train to Khartoum, where they boarded a bus to the eastern city of Kassala, on the border with Ethiopia (now part of  present-day Eritrea), where the flat yellow desert stretches to the base of gray, rocky cliffs that rise 1,000 feet over the city. From Kassala they walked into the wilderness toward the border. Alert to the possibility of trouble, the two men buried their bags in the sand under a bridge before entering a small nomadic village. There, among huts thrown together with mud, canvas, and tin, they were met by several men with friendly gestures, and were given milk to drink. They took a seat on a mat outside one of the huts, where they rested.

After an hour filled with quiet conversation, a man appeared wearing a white jelabia — a long flowing shirt that reaches down past the knees — over white baggy pants. A long, curved sword hung from his waist. Their luck seemed to be up.

The man began interrogating them, asking them why they were on the border, about to leave the country. Kongo lied. He told the man that they were on their way to Asmara, in Ethiopia, for a weekend of shopping. The man became more and more suspicious, and asked them about their faith. He accused them of being antigovernment because they were southerners and Christians. He accused them of leaving the country to join the rebels. They denied the charges.

As the man became increasingly agitated, one of the other men from the village stood up and told the travelers, “Please know that I am not going to be one of those that may harm you. And let your blood not touch me or my children.” Incensed by the outburst, the hostile man attacked this man, their defender, saying that he was antigovernment. “You are a traitor,” he yelled.

While the Arab men argued, Kongo leaned over to his teacher and said, “This is the chance. You start running.” Kongo was young, broad-shouldered, and strong. He was confident that he could ward off the men if they attacked, especially since they wore long, clumsy clothes that would keep them from running fast. “And never mind about whatever is happening to me,” he told his friend. “I will be behind to make sure that nobody runs after you.”

Abugo turned and ran toward the bridge where they had hidden their bags. A commotion ensued, and the agitated man chased after Abugo. Kongo rushed after the man and kicked his legs out from under him. He took the man’s sword and stood over him. The other men scattered as Kongo brought the sword — still in its sheath — up into the air and then down onto the man’s back with a dull thud. As the man cried out, Kongo ran off into the desert, joining his teacher under the bridge, where they spent the night. In the morning, they walked several miles down the road before reaching a roadside bus stop, where they got on a bus that took them to Asmara. Kongo would not return to Sudan for 26 years.

*****

The aisles of Portland’s Hannaford supermarket are brimming with food. Kongo is in the cereal aisle, leaning into his shopping cart as he makes his way to the back of the store to pick up a carton of orange juice. He moves through the store slowly, methodically.

In the meat section, Kongo recognizes a West African immigrant in his late 30s. They shake hands and the man asks him about another member of the Sudanese community. Kongo explains that there have been two untimely deaths in the man’s family. The conversation switches directions, and the man says he knows of some jobs opening up at a local plant. He asks Kongo if he can pass the information on to the Sudanese community. “No problem,” Kongo replies.

Moving on to a new aisle, Kongo adds a box of tea and a package of sliced banana bread to his cart before heading to the customer service desk to send a remittance to his niece in Cairo, Egypt — the real business of his visit to Hannaford. Kongo’s niece and her three children, like many displaced Sudanese, are waiting in Egypt for their refugee status to be confirmed by the United Nations so that they can be accepted to a new home, most likely the United States, Canada, or Australia.

Kongo takes a Western Union slip from a pile and squints to read the instructions; he left his glasses at home. He leans on the table, his head close to the slip. After carefully filling out the form, he takes it up to the counter. “You’re missing a section,” says the young man. Kongo walks back to the pile of slips, takes another, and fills out the missing section.

Back at the counter, while Kongo waits in line, some change drops out of his pocket. “Sir,” a man behind him says, and points to the ground. A large smile flashes across Kongo’s face. He bends over to pick it up. “Thank you,” he says, before turning forward and resuming his stoic expression.

At the counter, the man looks over the form again. Everything seems to be correct this time. He spells out the name aloud while Kongo listens to make sure the money goes to the right person. “One hundred dollars,” Kongo says. “No, one hundred and twenty dollars.” The man turns to enter the information in his machine. “One hundred dollars for her rent deposit, twenty dollars for pocket money. One hundred dollars there is like five hundred dollars here.”

*****

The Kongo family lived in Cairo in 2000. They were four of the more than 414,000 displaced Sudanese there, many awaiting emigration to an unknown new home. Rose was the first to get a job, so she worked while Kongo stayed home with their young daughters.

Displaced persons seeking refugee status are required to register with the U.N. High Commissioner for Refugees within a week of arrival. After Kongo registered, he was given a date and time to return for an interview. He would need to provide the reason he fled Sudan and give evidence that he could not return. While many spend years awaiting refugee status, it did not take long for Kongo. His was an obvious case.

After escaping Sudan in 1963, Kongo lived in several East African countries, graduating from high school and then working for various firms before becoming the chief executive officer of a logistics company in Uganda. The company handled all of the exports for Uganda during a coffee boom, and Kongo reaped the benefits: cars, a driver, and a staffed house. But despite the plush life he had made for himself in Uganda, Kongo yearned to return to Sudan, his home.

So in 1989, three years after marrying Rose, Kongo moved his family to Juba, the capital of southern Sudan, about 100 miles from his native Yei. He accepted a position as a relief and agricultural coordinator for Sudan Aid, a nongovernmental organization working with internally displaced people in southern Sudan during the height of the second civil war. As government soldiers shelled the towns of southern Sudan, scores of people made the journey to Juba to live in camps on the outskirts of town. Kongo arranged for aid to be distributed within the camps.

Then in 1999, without warning, Kongo was arrested and charged with aiding the rebels. He adamantly denied the charge, but was sent to a detention center anyway. Government officers interrogated him about his alleged involvement with the rebels. Interrogations in the prison involved psychological intimidation, beatings, and pressure holds. Kongo sustained a back injury that would not be treated until he reached the United States over a year later. The pain still has not totally subsided. Kongo refused to admit to a crime he had not committed, but the interrogations continued with no formal trial.

While he was imprisoned, Sudan Aid and the Catholic Church worked on his behalf. Their efforts paid off, and he was released a month after he entered prison, on the condition that he never reveal the details of his stay. He continues to keep his silence.

Knowing that he could be arrested again at any moment if he remained in Sudan, Kongo fled to Egypt with his family, leaving on a train in the middle of the night. After a year in Cairo, they were accepted into the United States and arrived in Portland on January 31, 2001.

*****

It’s Saturday night, and Portland’s many restaurants are full of patrons. As the night wears on, the tiny bars on Congress Street and the large, popular ones in the Old Port begin to fill up. Bands take the stage and music escapes through doorways into the cobbled streets.

Kongo sits on one of the couches in his living room. He leans back, letting his right leg extend straight out in front of him, his bare feet resting on the carpet. News from CNN flashes across a large-screen TV sitting prominently on a wooden entertainment center. Rebels in Darfur have scored a major victory against government soldiers in Sudan. Kongo watches attentively. With little time to read, he has turned to CNN to stay informed and learn about politics.

In the spring, Kongo’s political skills were put to the test when the Maine legislature considered a bill to divest the state’s retirement funds from Sudan. The Sudanese government uses much of its revenue for military expenditures, meaning that money invested in Sudan indirectly funds weapons used in Darfur. At the time, Maine had more than $50,000,000 invested in companies doing business in Sudan.

Several members of the Maine House and Senate were reluctant to vote in favor of the bill, so Kongo got in his Dodge sedan and drove to Augusta, the state capital, to lobby with other Sudanese refugees on behalf of the bill. He spoke to the opponents, explaining the situation in Sudan. He made the drive three times. Later, when the bill came to a vote, it passed unanimously. In April, Kongo was invited to stand beside Governor Baldacci as he signed it into law.

Kongo calls to Nancy, who is in another room doing homework while her older sister watches TV. She opens the door, and R & B follows her out of the room. Kongo asks her in Arabic to put on hot water and make a cup of Milo, a chocolate drink popular in the developing world.

“In the time I’ve been in the United States,” Kongo says, “I have never once been to a beer bar. I have never had one beer outside of my home. There just isn’t any time.”

Nancy returns with a cup of Milo on a saucer, and sets it down on the coffee table in the center of the room. Rose is working at Maine Medical Center until 1 o’clock tonight, assisting doctors in the emergency room. Nancy returns to her room through the kitchen. The girls do not like CNN, so they usually watch their own TV while Kongo takes in the world’s events by himself. Sometimes, particularly when professional wrestling is on, they all sit together in the living room and watch.

Across Portland, on Munjoy Hill and in Kennedy Park, Sudanese children are watching Egyptian movies on satellite TV; they are watching American sitcoms with their siblings, and they are playing games with neighborhood friends. Their parents are coming home from work, or are heading out the door on their way to work, or are in the next room studying for a college class. Some are sitting next to their children, telling stories. There are moments of relaxation.

“I’m becoming too old to work on my feet all the time,” Kongo says meditatively. “Perhaps I will go back to school. Political science. Or maybe economics. You need a degree to work in an office in this country.” There’s a pause, and then a smile. “I might start my own business. I ran a transportation business before, in Africa. I could buy a truck, an 18-wheeler. I know a man who would drive it.”

Tomorrow evening at 6 o’clock, Kongo will pull on his work boots and drive to Hassan Ahmed’s house to pick him up. The two will then drive to Spencer Press and start another workweek. Kongo will stand at his computer terminal for another 12 hours, moving rolls of paper into the production line.

For now, though, he sits back on his couch and contemplates the possibilities.

Kyle Boelte and Anna M. Weaver are documenting Sudanese refugee life on four continents. More information can be found at www.acrossfourcontinents.org.

 

Solving the meth “puzzle”

Nick Reding’s Methland: The Death and Life of an American Small Town explores one of middle America’s “great escapes.”

 

Like other psychoactive drugs, methamphetamine provides a powerful form of escape from what may be a grim reality, acting on our neurotransmitters to make us feel happy, even euphoric. Long overlooked by the media and a law enforcement community preoccupied with fighting the “war” on crack cocaine, and stereotyped as the drug of bikers, truckers, and blue-collar workers, it finally grabbed headlines in the middle of this decade amid evidence of a meth epidemic in the United States. Congress passed the Combat Meth Act in 2006, cracking down on distribution of pseudoephedrine, a precursor chemical for meth production, and the George W. Bush administration’s drug czar confidently declared that the United States was winning the “war” on meth.

But as journalist Nick Reding graphically shows in Methland: The Death and Life of an American Small Town, an exhaustive study of the meth epidemic in the United States, the drug has sunk deep roots, particularly in the rural heartland of the nation, where it has moved into the vacuum left by the decline of the farm economy, shredding the social fabric of communities from Iowa to Idaho. The “real story” of meth, Reding says, “is as much about the death of a way of life as it is about the birth of a drug.”

Reding’s first book, The Last Cowboys at the End of the World, explored the fading rural culture of Chilean gauchos. In Methland, he zooms in on one particular small town — Oelwein, Iowa (population: 6,700) — as a “metaphor for all of rural America and its problems.” There, as elsewhere, he says, the meth epidemic has evolved “in lockstep” with the rise of Big Pharmaceuticals, Big Agriculture, and the major Mexican drug trafficking organizations (DTOs), which have, to a large extent, taken over meth production from “Beavis and Butthead” producers cooking up meth in their bathtubs.

In Oelwein, Reding views the meth epidemic through the eyes of several citizens, including a doctor, a prosecutor, the mayor, and the police chief, who are all battling in their own way for the town’s survival. Mayor Larry Murphy, for example, embarks on an ambitious economic redevelopment initiative, while Chief Jeremy Logan cracks down on local meth cooks. But Reding’s encounters with long-term local addict Roland Jarvis, who burned off his much of his skin when the meth lab in his home exploded, are the most haunting.

“At thirty-eight, Jarvis had become a sort of poster boy around Oelwein for the horrific consequences of long-term meth addiction,” he writes. “… He was always cold, he said, and hadn’t slept more than three hours at a time in years. His skin was still covered in open, pussing sores. He had no job and no hope of getting one.” Through Jarvis and another woebegone addict named Major in nearby Independence, Iowa, Reding suggests that meth is not so much a form of escape, but of imprisonment. “[W]ithout meth, Major found it impossible to feel, as he put it, ‘happy,’” he observes.

Other notable characters include Lori Arnold, the sister of comedian Tom Arnold and at one time a major meth dealer in her home state of Iowa. Arnold’s original suppliers were a pair of Mexican brothers in Southern California and, after getting a job at a meatpacking plant in Ottumwa, Iowa, she used illegal immigrants from Mexico to distribute meth supplied by the DTOs. In the illegals, Reding observes, the DTOs “had a built-in retail and distribution system that, because it is so hard to track, is all but impenetrable by law enforcement.”

Reding also finesses his way out of trouble when, in a chilling scene, he is confronted in an Oelwein bar by a paranoid meth user who suspects him of being a narc. “He said he’d be honest with me: he hated DEA [Drug Enforcement Administration],” he says. “Nor, he said, would it be any skin off his teeth to make sure I never came back to town again.”

Ultimately, Oelwein — which Jay Leno once called “possibly the worst place in the world” — is the key character in Methland, the resourcefulness of its inhabitants in the face of the meth scourge a tribute to the human spirit. Reding is less effective when he pans away from the town and discusses the macroeconomic forces behind the meth epidemic. He gets tangled up in the theories of post-Cold War thinkers Thomas P.M. Barnett and Moisés Naím, and indulges in a rather aimless detour to Algona, Iowa, simply because his father grew up there. “Earmarks” and “pork barrel spending,” he says at one point, are catchphrases that express the “depth and unhealthiness of the relationship between the federal government and major corporations” — when they are usually associated with the unhealthy relationship between lawmakers and their constituents.

But by the end of the book, Reding has circled back to Oelwein and makes it very clear that no matter what Bush drug czar John Walters said, the war on meth is not being won. “[C]learly there was still a lot of meth around town,” he says in describing his last visit to Oelwein, reporting that prosecutor Nathan Lein has not noticed a drop in meth-related cases. Local meth production may have fallen, but when asked what he’d do about the DTOs, Police Chief Logan replies, “Who knows?” As for the Combat Meth Act, Reding says, Congress made it “more of a guideline than an actual mandate, leaving specific interpretation to national governments.”
   
“Meth truly will never go away,” a former DEA agent tells Reding. “It can’t. It’s too big a piece of what we are.”

 

Bailout

A look at its past, present, and future.

It seems everyone is talking about bailouts these days. Like a giant sinkhole, companies and financial institutions that once seemed solid are crumbling into the ground: GM, Chrysler, AIG, Bank of America, Citigroup — the list goes on. Even the porn industry asked Congress for $5 billion, on account of the “soft” economy. Congress and President Obama approved over $700 billion for a stimulus bill that, when added to the $400 billion bailout of mortgage giants Fannie and Freddie Mac (already semiprivate institutions subsidized by the federal government), brings the total bailout to more than $1.1 trillion.

Why? Well, unless you are really, really poor or just can’t remember how many houses you own, you might have noticed the economy is sputtering. To justify such a sum, members of Congress, President Obama, and talking heads have been characterizing this latest downturn in some pretty stark ways. If you were to put the phrase “worst economic crisis since the great depression” into Google, it would return 136,000 hits. Obama used this phrase many times during the 2008 presidential campaign. Peter R. Orszag, Obama’s director of the Office of Management and Budget, is using it. The International Monetary Fund has said as much. Heck, even the Socialist Worker is using the phrase, hoping (still) that “revolt is in the air.” In a related but somewhat different spin on this, many of those who support aid to corporations and who are for an economic stimulus have argued that not doing so will result in another “Great Depression.”

Of course all of this is plain political hyperbole. But this is not to say that we shouldn’t act. The economy is weak and these financial firms and auto companies are in trouble. Beyond the hyperbole is the real issue, a revived debate about industrial policy: to what degree (if any) the government should intervene in supporting sectors of the economy. While there is no formal industrial policy in the United States, there is a de facto one that has existed since the early days of the republic. Despite the rhetoric that the United States is becoming a socialist nation, today’s bailouts should be seen as part of a long history of government involvement in the economy here and abroad.

First, let’s be clear. While things are bad, this is not the Great Depression. National unemployment during the 1930s never fell below 15 percent. The worst came in 1932, when unemployment averaged about 25 percent. Some local rates were even higher. Chicago and Cleveland had 50 percent unemployment, while Toledo measured 80 percent. The gross national product fell by 25 percent from 1929 to 1932, and prices dropped by some 40 percent. Nine thousand banks went bankrupt or closed to avoid bankruptcy between 1930 and 1933.

Nor are today’s problems the worst economic crisis since the 1930s. Unemployment hit 8.9 percent in April 2009, but it was nearly 11 percent during the 1980-1982 recession. Luckily we have not had high inflation rates; the rate reached 5.6 percent in July 2008, but was 13.3 percent in 1979. Bank and thrift failures were in the several hundreds per year at the height of the savings and loans debacle of the 1980s. This year, 21 banks have failed so far. It is true that the amount of money at stake is higher today, and the international links among financial institutions are much greater. The potential of failure and the consequences seem high. But as painful as it is, we have seen worse.

Now, the more important issue is the relationship between the government and the economy. While die-hard conservatives like the late Milton Friedman dream of a purely free market, the truth is that, historically, government at all levels has intervened in direct and indirect ways. Let’s look at a few of the many examples of how the government is and has been involved in economy, bailouts, and otherwise.

One of the key areas in which governments regularly intervene is transportation. In the early part of the 19th century, the federal government took an active interest in promoting canals and the creation of the National Road. These would better link east and west, promote settlement and trade, and ensure greater federal control over westward expansion. State governments also supported these efforts. Later, federal subsidies, including land grants (along with a continued active military campaign against Native Americans), helped railroads expand west and transform the United States. In the same era, the federal government maintained high tariff rates on imported goods as a way to spur domestic manufacturing. The emergence of automobiles and highways in the 20th century also depended upon federal (as well as local and state) largesse. And now the federal government is using its muscle to promote research and development of electric drive vehicles and passenger rail through such legislation as the 2007 Energy Independence and Security Act and programs in the $700 billion stimulus package.

Today, the agricultural sector is by far the largest beneficiary of federal subsidies. If we take this back to the 19th century, for example, we see railroad subsidies going hand in hand with those for purchase of land to support western settlement. The U.S. military aided this with its campaign to wipe out Native Americans. After the Civil War, farmer organizations became more politically active. As they gained more influence, railroads began to control shipping and favored larger, wealthier clients over small farmers. At the same time, larger financial institutions, like that of J.P. Morgan, began to exert more influence over credit. Both big business and big finance infiltrated political circles, and farmers were among the most vocal in identifying this threat to democracy and organizing to do something about it. The Grange, the Farmers’ Alliances, and then the Populists pushed for, among other things, greater transparency in commercial transactions as well as stricter controls over big business. They also wanted government protection in terms of higher prices and access to fair credit.

When the Dust Bowl hit in the 1930s and New Dealers worried about poverty in the rural South, the federal government moved aggressively to aid the farming sector. These federal subsidies have continued even as the rural population declined and as more and more farms became corporate entities as opposed to family owned businesses. Today, with farm employment less than 2 percent of total employment, the roughly $21 billion a year spent by the Department of Agriculture does not necessarily help the small farmer, but rather giant agribusinesses like Archer Daniels Midland (ADM).

A third and more familiar area involving government working closely with corporate entities is what Dwight Eisenhower warned of when he left office in 1961: the “military industrial complex.” While the connection between the federal government and industries supporting the military developed long before Ike, the Cold War certainly altered the scale and scope of the mutual dependence. After all, about $15 trillion in today’s dollars went into the Cold War between 1948 and 1990, helping to keep the defense industry, including major companies like General Electric and IBM, humming along. And while overall military spending has dipped some, its connection to the private sector has continued unabated. Under George W. Bush, we’ve even seen the acceleration of privatizing many of the functions usually handled by the military itself. Along with industries and companies, towns, cities, and regions came to depend on war for their survival. The so-called “Gun belt” from the Mid-Atlantic coast through the Gulf Coast and over to the West thrived on the military. During World War II, the region became home to military bases, training facilities, and a host of related entities. These connections only spread and deepened during the Cold War.

At the other end of the economic spectrum, the federal government continues to aid regions and communities suffering from high levels of poverty and unemployment. In the 1960s, the Area Redevelopment Administration offered various incentives to lure business into such places. It was followed by the Economic Development Administration. Appalachia has its own federal-state agency, the Appalachian Regional Commission. In 1975, New York City received $2.3 billion in loans to stave off a financial crisis.

These federal bailouts to places came largely from a real concern with alleviating poverty. And things have improved somewhat in Appalachia and other communities hit hard with poverty. But they still lag behind, leaving unresolved the issue of geographic inequality. More serious methods of redevelopment and transferring money to regions in need would have to be considered if alleviating poverty is truly a goal.

The poverty rate has fluctuated over time and varies according to social factors such as age, sex, and race. The federal government did not measure poverty until the 1960s. Looking back, the overall rate was about 22 percent in 1960, dropped to 11.1 percent in 1973, rose again to 15.2 percent in 1983, and dropped and rose again to about 15 percent in 1993. It fell again to 11.3 percent in 2000, but has risen to reach 12.5 percent in 2007. Rates among female-headed households and minorities are higher than these rates: 30.7 percent and 24.5 percent respectively. The poverty rate for whites is lower: 10.5 percent.

The federal government and state governments also use various tax policies and labor laws to help corporations. For example, companies usually get tax abatements and assorted credits from state and local governments. True, government does regulate businesses as well. So while it is too much to argue that government is in the hands of business, it is fair to say that the state has played and continues to play a significant role in promoting and protecting corporations.

Along side the subsidization of corporations, direct bailouts to corporations have happened before. A few examples from the last 30 years or so show that today’s plans are more expensive, but not new. In 1970, the Penn Central Railroad declared bankruptcy — the largest corporation to do so up to that time. It sent shock waves through credit markets. The federal government stepped in with loan guarantees to banks, and eventually the government consolidated the Penn Central and other railroads into Conrail. The railroads were deregulated (as were the airline and trucking industries) and Conrail turned a profit in 1981. The government kept running it until 1987, when it was sold. The Penn Central bailout cost some $3.2 billion. In 1971, Lockheed, a major defense contractor with deep ties in Southern California, was the first recipient of money from the Emergency Loan Guarantee Act, which could provide funds to any major business enterprise in crisis. Lockheed paid off its $1.4 billion in loans by 1977 and government earned about $112 million. The government bailed out Chrysler in 1980, and by 1983 it had paid back its loans, giving the government a profit of $660 million.

When deregulation came to the savings and loan industry in the early 1980s (government removing its hand), it led to a serious crisis. To prevent billions in losses, the federal government then stepped in with the Financial Institutions Reform Recovery and Enforcement Act. In the end, the cost exceeded $220 billion. After the attacks of 9/11, the already weak airline industry hit crisis mode. To stave off the failure of major airlines, in 2001 the federal government created the Air Transportation Safety and Stabilization Act, which provided some $18 billion in assistance. In the end, the government recouped this money and made a profit between $150 and $300 million.

While the government has been busy aiding corporate America, there are a number of programs designed to bail out people. But these consume far less than other parts of the federal budget, and the social safety net that does exist is fairly weak. For example, the 2008 budget allocated about $271 billion for welfare (about 1.9 percent of the gross domestic product [GDP]) and about $739 billion for defense (about 5 percent of the GDP). Just recently, trustees for both Medicare and Social Security announced that these programs, the foundations of the welfare state, will be insolvent sooner than expected. Medicare is already paying out more than it is taking in.

Social Security is perhaps the best known and serves as the foundation of what exists in terms of social welfare in the United States. This tax on employers and employees was a 1935 compromise among those wanting a more generous social welfare safety net and conservatives who fought against any net whatsoever. A mix of federal and state control meant that originally, eligibility and payments under Social Security varied enormously; it also excluded domestic and agricultural workers, meaning large numbers of African Americans and women were left out. Over the years, reforms meant that the program, however poorly designed in terms of its funding, has been responsible for lowering poverty among the elderly, once the poorest segment of the population.

The program that came to define “welfare” was Aid to Families with Dependent Children (AFDC). This was a bailout to the poor as part of the New Deal, and it became the center of political debate when it expanded (and began to aid more blacks) during the 1960s and 1970s. AFDC ended under Bill Clinton, who promised to “end welfare as we know it,” replacing it with grants to states, with strict limits on how long recipients could receive aid. Today, about 2 percent of Americans are on direct public assistance, the lowest since 1964.

The debate is still on about the merits of this significant change; welfare rolls plummeted during the 1990s boom, and many were helped by the expansion of other assistance measures, including the Earned Income Tax Credit. But the percentage of children in poverty has gone up since 2000 from 16.2 percent to 18 percent, and some studies show that most families remain in or near poverty after leaving welfare.

In addition to these, other programs making the welfare state include Medicaid, veterans’ benefits, federal employee and military retirement plans, unemployment compensation, and food stamps. Federal assistance accounts for half the federal budget. Perhaps these are not bailouts in a strict sense of the term. But the social safety net — as weak as it is — provides security for millions of people, perhaps preventing them from needing emergency help. For example, some 51 million people will receive money from Social Security this year; about 50 million receive Medicaid; over 45 million receive Medicare.

With such a weak safety net in place, and a long history of aid to corporate America, should the government help the auto industry, banks, and financial institutions? The short answer is, yes. In terms of the auto industry, the bailout needs to focus on the workers, no matter what. As others such as Paul Krugman have pointed out, the credit market is so dried up that should these companies be forced into bankruptcy, they would be forced to liquidate as opposed to simply reorganize. This would mean millions more unemployed and more or less the end of the Big Three and the United Autoworkers. Reports are now surfacing that GM, Chrysler, and Ford may use taxpayer dollars to cut thousands of jobs here in the United States while maintaining or expanding their overseas operations. Without significant assistance, former auto workers and those depending on this industry will be left with nothing.

Regarding the financial institutions, the plan so far has been to inject money from the $700 billion allocated under the Emergency Economic Stabilization Act of 2008 directly into banks to free up credit. It has not helped. Credit remains a problem because banks are sitting on the money and the housing sector (remember, this is where it all started) is still a mess. Many, including the Government Accountability Office, have shown that the program lacks oversight, making it impossible to control how these financial institutions use the money.

What has become obvious is that deregulation and lack of oversight created a dangerous situation. Income inequality has increased in the United States. Among countries in the Organization for Economic Cooperation and Development (OECD), only Mexico, Poland, and Portugal are worse. In 1979, the post-tax income of the richest 1 percent of households was eight times higher than that of the middle class, and 23 times that of the lowest fifth. As of 2005, it became 21 percent between the top and middle, and 70 percent between top and bottom fifth. After accounting for inflation, most families are still making less than they were in 2000.

The need to salvage the assets of these institutions is real; remember, those Americans with retirement savings have had to put their money into stocks and bonds using vehicles such as mutual funds. Banks and other entities played fast and loose with people’s lives, and now these mostly middle class people (through tax money) are paying to rescue the banks and their corporate leaders. Wall Street pays out bonuses while Main Street foots the bill and staggers along. What is needed is a set of policies to reorganize the financial system. As William Greider has argued, what might be needed is to give the Federal Reserve power to regulate the financial sector that exists outside of banks (the “shadow banking system”). The Federal Reserve has power over commercial banks, but it only holds 24 percent of all financial assets. It is also likely that the federal government might need to take into receivership some of the largest troubled banks.

We’ll see what happens next from the Obama administration. Economically, it is not the Great Depression, but this is perhaps a political moment as malleable as 1933, when FDR came to office. He ushered in the New Deal, which was not perfect, but which served as a basis for an expansion of economic security that has been undermined in the last 30 years. Obama needs to focus on rebuilding the economy for all Americans, not just bailing out Wall Street.

 

When the dairy runs dry

Tough times for an independent dairy farmer.

Running a dairy farm has never been an easy job for farmers in Maine. The extreme weather conditions alone make the task of raising, breeding, and milking cows a challenge. Mother Nature aside, it is a serious struggle for dairies to stay afloat in today’s world of economic unrest and the push and pull of supply and demand. Without bailout from the dwindling fund of state subsidies, small dairy farms may not be able to keep up with their larger, commercial competitors.

Kate Hassett documents the independent Cunningham Farm, in Waldoboro, Maine.

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Six short hours

Reboot; rekindle; renew.

You can dream a little dream
Or you can live a little dream
I’d rather live it
Cuz dreamers always chase
But never get it

— Aesop Rock

Six hours from now, my alarm will go off. I’ll fumble around in the dark for my bed stand, slapping for the snooze, likely spilling water and/or knocking something valuable to the floor. Twenty minutes later, wiping sleep from my eyes and squinting in the morning sun, I’ll get on my bike and fly toward work. An hour from then, breakfast will be served up in bar form. Spreadsheets filled with millions of dollars of assets, line items representing pieces of reality, will take over my brain. Coffee will be brewed and ingested, meetings attended, and documentation laid out. A blitzkrieg of acronyms will require unraveling. A spread of accounting procedures from around the world will require translating. Mismanaged orders from foreign divisions will need corrections. Phone calls will be placed and answered, labs will be scoured for missing gear. I’ll check and recheck my email. Routine will continue in an organized frenzy, carrying me toward that final hour on the clock.…

Six hours from now, sleep-shy and carrying an overabundance of familiarity with my same daily pattern, I’ll start all over again. Six hours from now, I’ll clock in to a routine that many of us follow: wake, work, play (briefly), and sleep. Six hours from now, I’ll fumble in the dark for my alarm and step into my routine, one last time.

Six hours from now I’ll take the seed of an idea and attempt to turn it into a new reality. Six hours from now I start the process of something different.

_____

I had worn the shirt again. It was what prompted his question. The shirt itself was nothing special — black with long sleeves, normally not worth noticing, save a small, embroidered inscription on the chest. It was the inscription, though, that prompted him to ask me about the South Pole — if I had been there, what it was like, if I had seen penguins. Standing there, getting coffee, I offer him the story of the Antarctic life in brief, the hows and the whys of it. Encouraged by his curiosity, I explain to him how to find work on the seventh continent, the benefits and sacrifices of doing so, and a little of the personalities that find their way there.

His eyes hold the sparkle of an idea — on his face he’s forming the beginnings of a daydream of standing on a polar plateau. His questions bear the excitement of the daydream building in his system. He smiles wide as I lay out the details by which he can pursue the dream on his own. Then, in an all-too-familiar fashion, darkness hurriedly falls over his cheeks, like a mountain-weather storm front. It seeps into his voice and dampens his animated pitch to a lower range.

“I wish I could do that,” he says, defeat creeping into his hushed tone.

I want to grab him by his shoulders, wrest away the defeat and yell emphatically, “You can!” I want to lay out (again) the steps of how I made it happen for me, of how thousands of others did as well. I want to beg him to show me an idea, a dream that he is currently chasing. I want to not feel the loss in his words, the loss that so many become lost in. I want to stop another unfulfilled dream from crashing upon the shore of our modern world.

I want to do all of these things, but I don’t. I walk away, pondering the fear that can be found in the space between dream and the pragmatic call of day-to-day life. Pondering how not to fall victim to the same trap.

_____

Modern science tells us that our brains are elastic, stretching and expanding while young, hardening and growing more brittle as we age. A recent British study published in the International Journal of Geriatric Psychiatry posited that for each year worked past retirement, the onset of Alzheimer’s disease could be delayed by an average of 18 months. Even as young as our early 20s, the areas of our brain that assess risk solidify, increasing our aversion to activities we would have leapt after only years before.

The routines that we build around our lives become forms, massive structures surrounding an ever-hardening self. Fail to stir the mix or alter the aggregate, and when the forms are removed, the routine taken away, we can no longer adapt to the new surroundings. Routine can fast become a form of risk-aversion, an avoidance of all things uncomfortable, an excuse to steer clear of the unknown. We can keep speculated negative outcomes at bay, but at the loss of growing through challenge. By following routine as mantra, we shortchange one of the greatest strengths of human kind — the pursuit of beauty and good in the face of adversity.

What does it take, then, to stretch our hardening minds? Do we carry the strength to choose a different routine? The strength to choose no routine? Do we have the strength to carry on when forces outside our control break our mold? In the midst of economic meltdown, large-scale job losses, mounting medical expenses, and the multitude of hardships, can we find the opportunity for a new perspective? Can we bail out of a life as habit and into a life of challenge and purpose?

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Frustrated by the statements of “I wish I could do that” heard throughout my life, I consistently aim to not say the same myself. It’s a challenge that I have often failed to meet, but an ideal to strive for. By seeking what I want instead of only dreaming about it, I have lived in Antarctica; in the heart of ancient forests; on the edge of oceans and of deserts; in expansive cities and quiet mountain towns. I have experienced work as a cook, trail builder, youth leader, crew leader, alternative teacher, project manager, emergency response coordinator, wilderness first responder, graphic designer, systems administrator, logistics coordinator, inventory controller, political organizer, and as a writer. I know what it is like to work for private industry, for nonprofits, for the government, and for myself. I have known love. It has been my good fortune to learn and to try a great many things.

My attempts and triumphs, however, have not been clear of failure.

I have known long periods of unemployment and depression, loneliness and confusion of direction. Debt weighed down my neck for years. Many I have loved have passed on or moved on. More often than not, the dreams that I have sought came about not from the first path or first attempt, but from the second, third, or fourth. Often the route to a goal changed, sometimes so much so that the goal itself was transformed. I find courage and perseverance in the stories of others — in veterans and immigrants, in the day-to-day struggle of family, and in the perspective of a grandfather who refuses to look at life without a smirk for all of its absurdity.

I have learned, with my own blood, sweat, dollars, and tears, that the risk is worth the reward. We are far better served by challenging the status quo than by upholding it.

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Four years ago, while biking on the Otago Rail Trail in New Zealand, an idea formed in my head. It has since stayed with me through two major attempts at creating routine in my life, at settling down in a nature alien to my personality. Now, on the edge of a layoff from my current employer, I have another opportunity to jump away from routine. I have an opportunity to tear an idea from the fog of a dream and to make it my reality.

In six short hours I’ll be wrapping up the final pieces of a life in Colorado to go back home to Minnesota. I’ll be packing up everything into storage, save 50 pounds of gear in a trailer, my bicycle, and myself. For an entire summer I’ll seek out a cross-section of Minnesota in the random folk that I meet. I’m out to see if I can listen well enough to hear their stories, to hear how they challenge routine, perhaps to encourage someone to push their boundaries, perhaps to find that I still need to push against my own. The weather will find me, as it often does, with no more shelter than a tent. I want to see Minnesota (rural and urban) without the veil of cynicism that has crept into my postmodern life. In six hours, I’ll set out to understand the land I came from, so that I might better understand the lands I have yet to travel to.

_____

“I wish I could do that,” he says. 

Turns out, you can. Sometimes all you need is to try.

 

Day laborers

Money no longer flows in the mecca for undocumented workers.

It is 6 a.m. Monday. The winter sun has not yet risen, but slowly, shadows of men flit through the dark. They gather against the bare rock walls of Pare de Sufrir Church in Woodside.

And in the morning emptiness, the laborers of Roosevelt Avenue begin their daylong vigil for temporary work.

A giant white cross hangs on the corner of the church, obscured by the elevated tracks of the No. 7 line that runs along Roosevelt. At 8:30 a.m., more than 50 Latino men, mostly from Ecuador, gather on all four corners of the intersection and wait.

For day laborers, New York City has long been a mecca where pay was good and work plentiful, according to Oscar Parades-Morales, executive director of the Latin American Workers Project in Jackson Heights. As the rest of the nation went through the subprime mortgage crisis, workers from as far off as California converged on the city looking for work, says Parades-Morales.

But in recent months, the construction industry has entered a slump. New York state has lost 2,000 jobs in construction since September 2007, according to the Department of Labor. A report released by the New York Building Congress, which represents the construction industry, expects 30,000 jobs to be lost in the city by 2010.

On Roosevelt, the workers are already facing difficult times. Last October, police arrested 10 laborers for obstructing the sidewalk at 37th Avenue and Broadway, three blocks east of the intersection. The incident was unusual, but has left the men apprehensive.

Below the white cross is a short, middle-aged, undocumented man who refused to reveal his name. “Jose” crossed into the United States from Ecuador seven years ago with his family.

“Running. Running [through] El Salvador, Guatemala, Mexico,” he says. “Maybe all day here.”

Jose is desperate for work. He needs money for child support payments to maintain visitation rights to his daughter and son.

Jose’s friend, “Jorges,” who also declined to identify himself, has his family in Ecuador. He came to New York City in 1986 when Ronald Reagan was president. He is taller than the others and is dressed in a brown leather jacket and a navy blue “NY” cap turned backward on his head.

“My baby,” he says of his nine-year-old son as he pulls out a passport-size photo of a black-haired, chubby boy from his wallet. “My wife.” He displays a photo of an unsmiling woman.

“No job yesterday. This year, no job,” he says. He has filled out an application for work in Manhattan, but no one calls him. So he ends up with the uncertainty of Roosevelt, waiting for contractors who pay less than minimum wage and hire one person for jobs that require at least two workers.

The men wait at a street corner until a contractor pulls up looking for day laborers. The men come cheap and one will do the work of many Americans. They are uniformly dressed in caps, sweatshirts, and blue jeans, and tote black knapsacks. There are a disproportionate number of mustaches in the crowd, a sign of manhood in Latin American nations.

At 9 a.m., the men stand around, doing nothing. Some sit on the litter-strewn sidewalk in their baggy jeans. Concrete is a natural conductor; it sucks the warmth of the human body. The younger men choose to be in the sunlight farther down 69th Street, but the older men stay under the cold shadow of the El. When a car pulls up, the extra seconds it takes to hurry back to Roosevelt can cost them the day’s job.

Some talk. Others don’t. Women walk by without sparing them a glance. The day laborers do not seem to notice. They are transfixed by the flow of traffic. When innocuous vans pause on the street, the men stare and wait for them to pull to the curb. A car honks on Roosevelt. Every man turns his head toward the car, but it doesn’t stop.

A green sedan pulls up to the curb. Three men race up to the car, hopeful. The lady asks for directions; the men help her out.

Every time I talk to Jose and Jorges, men dart across Roosevelt, thinking I’m hiring for a job. “You want worker?” they ask.

“They are like bee. Everybody will sting the car. They are like, grab the person,” says Pamela Plum, the owner of Color and Cut, a salon on 69th and Roosevelt, outside which the laborers wait.

The men switch positions and move from the wall of the church to the edge of the sidewalk. One man in a denim shirt is barely as tall as the mailbox he leans against.
At 9:37 a.m., a gray car pulls up. Three laborers go up to it and stand at attention. The driver gets out and talks on the phone, gesturing furiously. He then haggles with the laborers. The three get hired.

The going price for labor is cheap. It used to be $120; now they are lucky if they get $80 for a whole day’s work.

George Memdoza, 25, has blue-green eyes, fair skin, and a protruding belly. He came from Ecuador 10 years ago and lives with his mother.

He got a job moving furniture Sunday at 9 p.m. He finished work at 5 a.m. For eight hours of work, he was paid $80.

“No job is easy,” he says. “There was only me. Moving everything. Bed, cabinet, chair. Right now, my eyes very sleepy.” He came directly to Roosevelt after that job. “No go back to house,” he says.

Memdoza is harsh on the police. “Police come to intersection, ask if we have coke, marijuana. I’m no <i>narco</i>. Police <i>no comprende</i>,” he says.

This erratic work is the only source of income for these men. They are undocumented and unskilled, and the economic recession has snatched away too many jobs.

“The economic crisis is horrible,” says Parades-Morales at the Latin American Workers Project. “I have workers on the street who don’t find jobs for three, four months.” Parades-Morales tells of a man who got seven hours of work one week, and then two hours of work the next.

Many fall prey to unscrupulous contractors who do not pay at the end of the day, according to Parades-Morales. The men have no Occupational Safety and Health Administration training, a fact illustrated by the fake Nikes the men wear. Too few are in heavy-duty construction boots. In 2008, 21 men were killed in construction-related accidents in New York City; 17 of them were Latinos, according to Parades-Morales.

At 10:30 a.m., a plain white van pulls up. Men dart into traffic to get to the other side of the intersection, Jorges among them. About 20 cluster around the van.

“This guy, everyday he come here, take four, five people for delivery,” explains Jose, Jorges’ friend.

Jorges is not hired. The younger men are cooler, the older ones more jittery. They have greater family obligations. They have kids and must send money home. Jorges unfolds a yellow Western Union receipt and displays a $30 deposit to Ecuador proudly. He says that he needs a job today to pay his $100-per-week rent.

The small man leaning against the mailbox is at the edge of the sidewalk, anxiously scanning traffic.

By 10:37 a.m., most conversation has ceased. The El thunders by constantly. Many younger men give up and leave. The older men hang on.

At 11:30 a.m., in a Starbucks 10 blocks down the road, two elderly white men discuss the day laborers. “I remember postcards where the authorities fight the illegal immigrants [from Latin America] off because once they land, they start sucking off the public welfare system. … They come here and find heaven.”

At 2:30 p.m., there are two men outside Pare de Sufrir. Everyone else has left. Jose and Jorges waited for five hours but they finally gave up.

One week later in November, the men complain about the residents of 69th Street. Some men had drunk beer and created a racket overnight on 69th and Broadway, for which the day laborers had been blamed.

“What we do? We trying to live,” said Jose.

As night falls, the brothels along Roosevelt traditionally come alive as day laborers seek female company away from home and family. But these days, no one goes, according to Gustavo Gomez, a day laborer with family in Ecuador. Money no longer flows along Roosevelt.